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memories

oh, love.. :[ i hate hearing this.
i've missed you immensely.
i really hope this weekend is better for you.
oh, love....
i'm praying.
i don't know what else to do.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-07-03 22:02:23

memories awwwwwwwwwwww i almost cried when i read that. im so sorry to hear babe..[surferschoice] 2008-07-03 20:38:57

memories Wow. There is some emotional healing that truly needs to take place within. Just keep hope alive, and don't try to destroy yourself. It will get better.[cheryl12] 2008-07-03 20:34:02

Let me in, I'll burry the pain
[[[[[[ Melissa ]]]]]]

i'm sorry it's been a bit.. schoolwork and whatnot. =X
it'll be over in two weeks though, hehe. ;]
i hope you know you can write to me whenever you want,
you can just comment me or email me or whatever..
sparkles00132@aim.com, and i'll get back to you as soon as i possibly can.
i apologize ahead of time if it's a few days or whatever. =S

and i am so proud of you !!
that's a crazy accomplishment, going
so long without drinking or smoking pot - go YOU !!! :D :D :D
baby steps get us there, y'know ??
addictions are hard to get over,
whether they be drugs or alcohol or ED's, whatever.
but, they can be overcome. :]

it's not bad to forget.. maybe that's a way of dealing with it.

wow, that poem.. it's crazy. it's so good... wow.
especially that last stanza, that's my favorite part.

Melissa, I can see God doing some crazy awesome works
inside of you, girl. I can see Him healing and transforming
and molding and mending... He's got such amazing plans
for your life, Melissa. All of this, He's going to heal you
from it, all of it, you've just got to hang in there however
long it takes. Because, afterwards, it's going to be soo
amazing.. a life restored, y'know ? that kind of thing ?
It's what only God can do.

hey, would you mind if i shared some Bible verses with you ?
there are a couple i'm thinking of, i'd have to go look them
up, but I'd like to share them with you sometime.

Well, write back to me soon ? I really want to know what's all
going on in your life and how you are and EVERYTHING.
I love you too, more than you know, and I'm always here for you, okay ?

Thank you so much, for everything. You mean a lot to me.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-26 20:34:35

:(

:[ .. i wish i could give you a big hug, or something.

i've really, really missed you.
and gahhh, i hate seeing you this way, a;klsdfj.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-03 07:26:25

its happening all over again

Wow, I haven't talked to you in sooo long.
I was glad to see that you'd updated. :]
But I really wish you weren't in this place. :/
I know you can do this -
you can overcome this obstacle,
get these drugs out of your life forever.
But, you have to BELIEVE you can do it.
Like, truly believe. God believes in you.
He knows you can do it.
But you've got to believe, and trust in Him,
and rely on Him for the strength -
because there's no way you can do it alone.
You just can't. Plain and simple.
You can try, but you just won't get far.
Oh, love.. please don't give up !
I'm listening ! I want to help !
I guess there's not much to do,
but I'll do whatever I can, whatever you need..
I'll pray, and I'll listen, and I won't judge.
Whatever it is you want.
No matter what, don't give up.
Keep on falling and getting up if you have to,
but don't give up.. you CAN do this, I KNOW you can.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-05-01 20:59:11

I admire you

i've missedddd you !! :[
i'm glad you're back - but only if you feel like you're ready.
and don't think so negatively - it leads you only down
[ i know ( sigh ) ]
so.. how have you been ? what's been going on ?
i want to know it all.. please tell me - if you feel like it, that is.
i love that poem up there.. did you write it ?
i really, really like it.
well... waiting for an update, or a note or something.
sending you love + prayers <3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2008-01-30 22:34:57

Thank you JESUSISMYANTIDRUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've missed you sooo freakin' much, girl !!!! :[
i'm SO glad you updated !!
and just, ;lsakjd;falkjdsf;lkajdsf -
words can't even explain how much
this means to me, to hear that you are
at rehab and getting better =D
just, WOW, i'm sooo happy + excited for you !!
i'm SO PROUD of YOU.
i'm going to be praying for you so much.
oh goodness, this has made me whole night, week, year !!
i can't wait to hear from you again -
and just, wow wow wowww ! XD
when will you be out of rehab ?
ahh, just stay until you need to. =]
i want you to be better ! and i'm just SO PROUD. =D
you have the guts to do something i never
would've been able to do, and maybe should do.
just... a;skjdf;kajsdf, i definitely MiSS YOU !
but you keep on working on getting better.
i love you tooooo, Melissa, tons + tons !!

oh, and my name is Sheena, by the way. ;]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-12-28 23:47:18

Thank you JESUSISMYANTIDRUG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EY SHEENA, get your butt here! :P someone wrote to you! :)
how sweet!

haha, excuse that! i know her too! she's the best isn't she? :D

i'm so sorry bout all you've been though!..that's a big load...
i hope you managed to enjoy christmas somehow..
[happycakes]
2007-12-25 07:07:20

Humm Drumm

=/




[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-12-01 23:15:34

Colored Pictures-poem

it's deep.
it's amazing.

<3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-11-04 12:15:36

Forgotten-poem i wrote

wow.
this is soo good.
amazing.
beautiful.
i especially like the part where
don't judge me for what i've become,
i'll learn to fly on my own

i love it.

praying for you.
love <3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-10-23 06:34:11

CSI

=] he just sounds so great.

i really hope that cop
gets what he deserves.

<3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-10-17 19:34:25

more memories about jesse

i don't think it will heal..
i just think it'll get a little easier
as time goes by.
he was scared of spiders,
but loved spiderman, hey ?
that's so funny, it's great.

i'm praying for you..
hang in there, keep
letting it all out.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-10-13 16:04:05

my heart wont stop aching...no school today

can't see the picture.
i love hearing you write
about Jesse... remembering..
God did love him.. does love him..
i'm glad he accepted Christ,
that he's in heaven right now waiting
and watching over you.

i hope everything's all right
with that big casino thing. wow..


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-10-13 16:01:24

Jesse's funeral

he would've wanted you to grieve..
but not forever. however long it takes, love,
just let it all out... don't hold it in.
he sounds like such a sweet, amazing boy..
i can't believe people are so stupid. ;akjsd;flkajsd.
i want to go and hurt that cop.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-10-13 15:58:28

more memories about jesse i lost my best friend to suicide when i was 14... it's a hurt no one can even imagine. i remember the little things too. the ones you don't realise will mean so much to you later on. i still think about him everyday. it's been almost been 7 years since the day he died. the pain never goes away but it does get easier. im so sorry for your loss. im here if you need someone to talk to. :)[honeymooner] 2007-10-12 10:48:23

Wife Beater before i feed your body to the earth, i love that part. great entry.[honeymooner] 2007-10-12 10:37:56

Silenced you wrote this?! i love it![honeymooner] 2007-10-12 10:35:12

I cry sometimes...and this is one reason why. i LOVE this... i've read it so many different times and i cry everytime. i've read some of your other entries and you are an amazing writer! Im gonna add you to my faves if that's ok..?[honeymooner] 2007-10-12 10:29:55

my heart wont stop aching...no school today

This is sad. Crying or Very sad I'll defintly keep you and Jesse's family in my prayers. Very sad to lose a friend.

You look very beautiful in the picture, keep smilling and thinking postive. *Hugs*

-Jessica

[Jessjessi]
2007-10-11 09:28:16

Jesse's funeral

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pfm-17pu6SQ&mode=related&search<---- you gotta click by the arrow to get teh link

im really sad about that masacre i cant believe a human would do that, let alone a cop

im so sorry

Crying or Very sad

[tomboyteen9]

2007-10-09 20:38:44

Jesse's funeral im sorry sweetie..i cant imagin how hard it must have been for you! keep your head up stay strong and pray to the lord..i promise things will get better it will just take a while..im here if you need to talk! [MissRock] 2007-10-09 20:21:24

Jesse's funeral

Is he one of the ones shot by the cops in WI, when they had a party. Either way im SOOOOO sorry, ive lost close people I know how you feel, i think murder might be worse though, heres a poem my cousin worte  for her dads funeral recently, i hope it helps

Our lives are filled with sorrow,

Our hearts are filled with pain,

We spend our days wishing,

That you were here again,

You fought for so long,

Trying so hard to stay,

Although your constant strugle,

Only got harder by the day,

Now, your suffering has ended,

You are finally at peace,

I guess we may find some comfort,

In that fact at least,

Still the tear drops fall,

Evidence of the pain we feel,

For it is hard to deal,

As everything has changed,

For deep down we know,

Our lives will never be the same,

You passing  has causesd a void in our hearts,

Which nothing can fill,

You life with us is over.

Your role on earth is through,

But, your sweet memories will remain,

They will be in our hearts forever, until we meet again.

im rally sry :(

[tomboyteen9]
2007-10-09 20:06:27

R.I.P. Jessie

oh my gosh..
i'm so sorry..
i can't believe that,
that's insane.. a;lksdjf;
it might not mean much,
but i'll be praying.
<3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-10-04 15:05:51

my anti-razor blade :)

your boyfriend sounds so sweet, ahh.. =]

i really hope you're not pregnant though..
you're just too young, i don't want something
to change your life so drastically, y'know ?

i hope your brother is doing okay.
i've said a prayer.

<3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-09-26 22:33:24

i hate this feeling...

=[ a;sldkjf;asjdf.


hang on. please.
just one more day.
tomorrow could be
the start of a whole
new life for you.
you'll never know,
if you give up.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-09-20 22:57:39

Adyeraul...or however you spell it

oh love... =[

how is everything ?
what's going on ?

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-09-11 21:54:49

ugly-poem i wrote

thats really good.....dont worry hunni i know how you feel. I was like one of the most depressed girls in the world like a week ago...then one day i just woke up and realized i was tired of being that girl. If you have hope you will change...and when you do it will be so wonderful. so just keep holding on and look foward to that day. YOUR IN MY PRAYERS!

GodBless

Much Love,

~!Eli

[~CrimsonBeauty~]
2007-09-09 11:46:11

ugly-poem i wrote strong poem. Smile[Unchangeable] 2007-09-09 11:34:15

Can you remember that place? really deep. niceSmile[Unchangeable] 2007-09-03 12:53:39

Can you remember that place?

wow.. this is just,
so...real. and deep. man.
of course you'll miss him.. he's your dad.
but what he's done... it isn't right. and it's
better if he goes away right now. but hey -
who knows, maybe he'll get better and come
back, y'know ? i'll be praying.

thanks for the comment. =]

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-09-03 09:44:57

Can you remember that place?

WOW simply amazing

nuff said

well no its not i couldn't come even close to wording my thoughts of this writting is just one of the best i've ever read.

<3 Much Love <3

~G~

[gracieBABYtm]
2007-09-01 19:35:38

I try to say goodbye

i like that song.
brings back memories...

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-08-31 22:07:06

Hurt

wow. that's deep.
&amazing. &iloveit.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-08-31 22:06:21

Hey!!! Wait!!!!

oh man... oh wow... i'm sorry.. i can't believe that..


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-08-20 12:01:34

my last serenade that was really goodSmile[Unchangeable] 2007-08-19 13:08:46

Hey!!! Wait!!!! ok i dnt know u but u were the 1st one i came too....i need ur help. what wld u do if u were a 14 yr old girl and ur dad kept taklking about ur large breast size and even going around and telling people ur size?[~CrimsonBeauty~] 2007-08-17 23:18:34

Wife Beater -guys please read. oh my god. this is true? i got so mad and sad when i read this. i can only imagine how you must feel. But listen, dont let some idiot father mess up your life. try to quit AND NOT just because you have to. im rooting for you!be a good role model for ur siblingsSmile[Unchangeable] 2007-08-11 12:31:48

Silenced niceSmile[Unchangeable] 2007-08-11 12:28:41

Bye Daddy

I don't want to sound like I'm preaching.
So maybe I just won't say what I'm thinking. =|
It's not bad.. still, I hate sounding like I'm
preaching or yelling or something. I hope
you're doing all right with everything that's
going on.

<3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-08-10 17:00:01

N/A

Melissa....


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-08-05 11:35:47

Wife Beater -guys please read.

[[ Melissa ]]

I never knew any of this about your life..
and reading this entry broke my heart.
I can't believe you've had to go through
all of this, and I wish I could take you
away from it all.. I'm praying for you
and your family sooo much. Getting
away from your dad will be a good thing,
and i'm praying things will turn around
for all of you. Hang in there, sweetie.
It will get better. God wants
to take this pain from you.. and He will,
if you let Him, and He'll heal you, and
hold you close.. don't give up.
I'm here anytime you need to talk.
i love you.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-08-05 11:30:54

Wife Beater -guys please read. I've just read your entire diary and I must say that I am impressed. I added you to my faves- I hope that's ok. You are a great writer for 14 years old. I can imagine how great of a poetess you will be as you age. [SteeleBlack] 2007-08-05 02:09:13

N/A

Can't see the picture.. =[

I.. am not sure what to say. =|
I wish you wouldn't cut.. or
smoke.. or.. yeah.. but I don't
wanna preach. So. Yeah. =|

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-27 01:59:36

N/A

LOVE that song!!!!! =D <3


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-25 14:10:43

Things to know about me...

this entry made me sad...


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-25 14:10:18

oh ya..

Who wouldn't want to talk to you ??
I do...

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-25 14:09:36

N/A so untrue...big girls do cry.Smile[Unchangeable] 2007-07-20 20:03:34

I cry sometimes...and this is one reason why.

This entry made me cry..
I'm so selfish - we all are.
a;sldkjf this has opened
my eyes. But I don't want
it to affect me today,
then I forget about it
tomorrow. So God, I pray
you remind me of these
people who suffer each
day, and that I may count
my blessings.. which are
great.

Thank you sooo much for
posting this - I needed it!!!

<3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-19 12:23:29

My little Angels...sorta a poem...

Ahh ! true true true !
=D <3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-19 12:21:23

I cry sometimes...and this is one reason why. this is a very powerful entry. really makes you realize what safe and sheltered lives we lead and how spoiled we really are.[Unchangeable] 2007-07-18 14:23:11

Stop, I'm already dead

hm.. kinda.. dark/down?
it paints a neat picture though.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-17 16:04:16

No rain -a song about heroin

i like it.. i like how it goes.. it's really deep.. i want to write something like that that could say exactly what i'm feeling.. wow.. love it.. =] <3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-07-05 18:31:41

Dressed In Smoke

I like the.. repition? Is that the right word? And I like how it all like, flows.. yeahh, it's good. :]

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-06-25 00:31:06

being sick sucks

i pray you get better soon - being sick definitely does suck. blehh. =|

that's a really nice poem. we never get over losing someone, do we?


haha, protesting for that teacher.. that's cutee. and someone my friends and i would totally do if one of our favorite teachers were leaving. that really sucks.. i wish him well wherever he is going.

schools over then? i hope you're having a good summer so far!

<3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-06-02 20:13:02

Dance-lame title for the poem i just wrote

wow. you're really good at describing things.
like, wow. the passion. i can just feel it.
good poem slash paragraph. haha.

thanks so much for the comment,
by the way. if this guy and i become
anything more than friends, my best
friend and i are definitely over. we might
even be right now, even though the guy
and i are only friends. but she won't talk
to me - not that i blame her entirely.
i mean, last year this time him & i kind of
had a thing, but never went out. and now
it's like, happening all over again. she can't
trust me. but still. you'd think she'd get
over it. i know i would, or i'd like to think so,
anyways. well, we'll see. i'm done going on
about myself now though, haha.

have fun dancingggg =D

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-05-25 17:38:04

Physical science project turned Awsome!!!

haha, cute. =] <3
you're so creative,
i lovee it !!


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-05-25 17:37:04

prom!!!!! im so excited and i just cant hide it!!!

i'm soo glad you've gone away from the blade..
i used to cut. not like, a lot. but still. was there.
it's the worst, even though satan still tempts
me and tells me it's better, that i want it..
thank goodness i've never given in. anyways.
about youu. i hope you had a good time
at your prom. =] you're such a good friend, you!
haha. ;]

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-05-25 17:34:34

prom!!!!! im so excited and i just cant hide it!!!

i'm soo glad you've gone away from the blade..
i used to cut. not like, a lot. but still. was there.
it's the worst, even though satan still tempts
me and tells me it's better, that i want it..
thank goodness i've never given in. anyways.
about youu. i hope you had a good time
at your prom. =] you're such a good friend, you!
haha. ;] i'll pray for that girl at your church -
it's the same here with a girl at my school,
my age. no one really does anything about it,
either... it's awful. ehhh.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-05-25 17:34:34

Jealous

wow.. reminds me of romeo and juliet.
but better. lots. i lovee it.
even though it's horribly sadd.

<3

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-05-25 17:33:03

In Her Footsteps-a poem i wrote

i like itt - especially the last line.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-05-25 17:31:42

prom!!!!! im so excited and i just cant hide it!!! guy on my arm? the one i wanted got a girlfriend, and now i am back to  where i started.....NOWHERE

:*:kelsey:*:

[mb012]
2007-05-05 14:19:52

Jealous
beautiful.
simply bliss.
 
[BeMyMuffin]
2007-05-05 13:02:13

In Her Footsteps-a poem i wrote

oh wow, i like this.. a lot.
even though it's really sad.
and i don't want it to be true.
[ sigh ] =[


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-04-05 11:00:16

In Her Footsteps-a poem i wrote

A pretend smile does not take away the pain.

-PURESHEILD

[PURESHEILD]
2007-02-26 21:16:13

In Her Footsteps-a poem i wrote very good...you should add onto it.[monkeylover21] 2007-02-25 15:35:02

In Her Footsteps-a poem i wrote awwwwwww I like this poem. Well written[angelinhell] 2007-02-25 15:23:45

Cold


I like that song. Sad, though. =|

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2007-02-06 20:29:23

Never be the same

that's really sad.. =[

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-12-23 16:32:33

Last time - poem...again
i love it. !

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-12-23 16:31:33

I cant think of a good title but its a poem

i like it,
it's really catchy. =]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-12-23 16:30:38

Never be the same

huggles.
forever is a awefully long time.

nice poem. :)

[PerpetuallySearching]
2006-12-17 00:45:40

Pain-yet another one of my poems

good, but.. sad. =[[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-11-24 20:46:37

I am -poem thing woww. loveddd that one.
i love how you use so many words, it moves me.


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-11-18 16:20:58

I am -poem thing

you have a amazing vocabulary<3

[PerpetuallySearching]
2006-11-17 19:42:48

I only cry when your not watching-poem

I honestly cannot get over

how good of a writer you are.

Your poems are just soo

amazinggg. =]

i love 'em. <33


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-10-29 20:43:27

I only cry when your not watching-poem

oh..thats a great peom

[spontanious2010]
2006-10-28 21:14:53

I only cry when your not watching-poem I like it. It was really 'deep' and describes feelings that I'm sure many people- including myself- are feeling right now. [c0nfu53d] 2006-10-28 14:31:17

Song To Sing best song ever by hanson<333333
words to live by that song makes me soo sad
it just brings back sad memories=]


Xxoxoxme[toomanysecretsxx]
2006-10-21 19:57:35

6 years [JesusIsMyAntiDrug] 2006-10-20 19:27:50

6 years That makes me cryyy. =[[ I lost my grandpa a couple years ago.. it sucks..

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-10-20 19:27:50

I feel guilty Amen to that!

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-10-13 09:43:55

This Years Love Awesomeee.. as always. =]


[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-10-06 17:25:00

pics of me. some probably wont come out but oh wel Awww.. you're soo prettyyy
I lovee your hair color!
The pic of you when you were younger
reminds me of one of my friends.. =]


God Bless †[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-09-30 01:42:46

pics of me. some probably wont come out but oh wel Pretty pics
<33[PerpetuallySearching]
2006-09-29 20:12:57

pics of me. some probably wont come out but oh wel

alli have to say is i want your hair

<3

[wildgrl]
2006-09-29 18:58:39

May I Ask?

aww... breakin up is hard 2 do... we all here 4 u tho...

u want him 2 understand y u 2 broke up, and that even tho u wont b 2gether anymore as a couple, u 2 can still b friends

never 'friends wit benefits' tho... that's wat my friend cameron wants...

'til the sun stops rising... kaytee

[adelinepunkx]
2006-09-29 18:20:47

pics of me. some probably wont come out but oh wel u have awesum hair... and lol i wouldn't think that u would b a band geek[adelinepunkx] 2006-09-29 18:18:55

pics of me. some probably wont come out but oh wel I think you're pretty.

-xSecretsRevealed.<3

[xSecretsRevealed]
2006-09-29 18:03:31

Sail Away =][JesusIsMyAntiDrug] 2006-09-28 21:37:08

Sail Away

This is beautiful - I can almost smell the sea air, and feel the ship as she lifts and rolls under my feet.

Will you set this to music? It reads as though it should be a song. It's beautiful!

Mirene

[Mirene]
2006-09-26 17:31:49

May I Ask? Did you tell him why you had to break up with him? If you haven't, that might help. And tell him that you always want to be friends, so that he doesn't get the picture that you just want to up and leave, or something. Um.. I don't really have much else to say. Sorry.. I hope you figure things out though.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-09-25 16:19:12

Hurt
Wow. That's, just, wow.

It's amazingg. More than amazing.

[JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-09-25 16:18:16

May I Ask? TrY CaLLing HiM...taLKinG tO hIm MitE maKE U fEEl a LiTTLe BeTTeR...mAKe suRE hE UndERstANds ThaT U StiLL wANt tO bE FriENDs...aNd HOpe tHAt hE unDERstaNDs ThaT U HaD cerTAIn reASOnS foR brEAKinG uP WitH HiM...much luv:)[JaZzBaBi010] 2006-09-24 22:34:40

My Promise -song i wrote I likeee it. Good job! =)[JesusIsMyAntiDrug] 2006-08-13 12:35:07

Never Said Thank you- poem i wrote Well, it won't all be that bad, block out all the crap, focuss on the grand, and one day before u know it you'll have a grand of crap, lol[Gothaffirmation] 2006-08-06 23:29:38

Lord have Mercy on Chadron , Nebraska Thanx for doing my survey.  Criss[silentnight] 2006-08-06 15:42:15

Lord have Mercy on Chadron , Nebraska LOL, Or so they think they are[Gothaffirmation] 2006-08-03 02:47:16

Lord have Mercy on Chadron , Nebraska Well,.... yeah, that's the just around here, lots of 15-17 even younger has kids around here were talking 13 and 14 year olds getting p.g as well, and I'd say, prob. in the neighborhood of 65% of white dumb bitches around here only screw black guys, guess every wants Oreo cookie babies....[Gothaffirmation] 2006-08-02 02:35:58

Lord have Mercy on Chadron , Nebraska well, ok not all are like that but they live far, far, away all the girls are like that here and they are prob. like that everywhere, and I believe that these girls just need a dose of reality, and have someone come along and smack them stupid little stuck-up concides, snotty, slutty, whores along side their heads, how the heck can anybody think they are better than anybody else, the are a big waiste of space and the only thing they are good enough for is exactually what they get, give u an example, I know a girl, not saying she's my friend or anything, 17 years old with a kid, and instead of taking care of her kid, and letting other people take care of her kid, she's out parting and then comes crying  2 me the next moring about how she got drunk and how 4 guys took advantage of her or something well.....  that's her fault then I got nothing 2 do with that and yes...... WHORE!  but most girls around here are like that, and walk around what what I explained in my entry. well fine walk around like that and do what u do and what ever happends 2 them they deserve it, every single one of them, see what I mean?[Gothaffirmation] 2006-08-01 01:13:21

Lord have Mercy on Chadron , Nebraska Well, when u have a bunch of white girls, walking around with hardly nothing covering them, 14-17 years of age with kids, or not and only f***s black guys, and puts anybody else in jail that look at them "so they think" in a wrong way, and they walk around with little tiny shirts, and really tight pants, thongs showing and everything else that their mama's gave them, and they walk around like they are god's gift to the plannet, u tell me? i see nothing but a bunch of teasing ass whores.....[Gothaffirmation] 2006-07-30 02:16:53

Candle Awesome metaphor
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[PerpetuallySearching]
2006-07-29 16:27:58

Lord have Mercy on Chadron , Nebraska Expressing themselves and coming ut wearing almost nothing yeah, that's a really good way of expressing themselves, and I didn't mean step-fatherish like, he's a sick bastard e agreed 2 be your dad, not marry your mom to get close 2 u, that's sick, and judging all guys and labeling them in a catagory, because of a few sick bastards is not the way to go. and neather is girls coming out with tassels on their nipples and butt crack shorts, see my point?[Gothaffirmation] 2006-07-29 00:59:26

Candle thats weerd but it makes sense n its sweet[DoreeGirl] 2006-07-22 04:54:37

Open The Door

Your poem is beautiful and thank you for leaving that wonderful compliment for me on my son's birthday entry. You are sweet!

Hugs,

Julie (jeremyangels mommy)

[jeremyangel]
2006-07-16 20:56:29

Open The Door Hey I like that....It's a good poem! COMMENT![angelinhell] 2006-07-10 22:08:10

Candle That's weird.. lol. Kinda cool though. =)[JesusIsMyAntiDrug] 2006-07-05 13:42:43

Candle you wasnt suppose to take the survey you was suppose to read it lol[xavieraalbany] 2006-07-04 10:16:07

Who's Better Now?

The truth is I have a dream
So who's better now?

Love it..ur really good..especially since your 14..not that age matters. age is but a number in my mind. well i love it. and ill keep reading. i hope you keepo reading my entries to. i dont update much but amidst the basic ramblings of one messed up teenager..you'll usualy find one of my songs or poems.

xoxox
Alexa

[DoreeGirl]
2006-07-03 11:37:50

Away from the roll of the sea

yea..no thats still ko0l.  i do that all the time without meaning to..makin ppl think i wrote it.

awell ima chek out the rest

[DoreeGirl]
2006-07-03 11:36:11

Nothing Feels Alright -song i wrote Cool song.Hey can you check out a poem I wrote to my ex. thanks.[jage] 2006-07-03 00:06:44

Nothing Feels Alright -song i wrote Heyy.. I like the song.. I'm a big dreamer too.. like really. I dream too much, I think. I live in a small town, too. Nothing much goes on. I baby-sit all day. Woo. Hoo. Anyway, I didn't mean to go on.. I just wanted to say I reallyy like the song and can relate. =)

God Bless![JesusIsMyAntiDrug]
2006-07-02 23:23:52

Who's Better Now?

Good attitude to have :D I aquiRed it some time back, even if it does get me into a lil tRouble ;p AR'well

BTB!!!

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[alphy]
2006-06-29 22:03:03

Away from the roll of the sea

that was so beautiful..i love it.

did u write that urself?
its so deep.

Come fair winds to wake them

i dont know why but that really made me think. it hit something chronic i guess.

ok well ill keep reading when you update. i think i found a new fave diary.


      xoxox
<3 Alexa <3
      xoxox

[DoreeGirl]
2006-06-28 01:53:17

Away from the roll of the sea

thank you for the comment in my diary.

happy fathers day to you as well.

and for the comment prior to mine, dont sweatt hat....a dairy/blog/journal is for self-expression, if you do it thru poems...then its all good, some ppl do it thru song, art, work, whatever makes them feel good inside.

so...keep up the POEMS! we need someone out there who can freely think and make it rhyme...lol.

michelle

i have a map site up fro ppl who comment in my diary. do you think you could go there and place yourself on that map? i have several other MDD ppl on there already, id love to have you there as well. its FREE, no cost to you.

heres the link:

<URL: http://www.frappr.com/?a=myfrappr&id=1445055 >

if ya do it i dedicate a page to you in MY dairy.=)

thanks MICHELLE

[followyourbliss]
2006-06-18 15:31:49

Away from the roll of the sea

hello

get a life dis site is 4 diarly entires not f***in poem use it for its propa reason nd show f***in respect 2 da creaters nd use it proper

[pinkbee]
2006-06-18 13:28:48


 
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